So it is here, most men think that grace is left with them upon liking, and they may let it lie by them, and after they have lived in sin, and tired themselves in their own imaginations, and in following the sinful desires of their own wretched hearts, if after this when they become old, or lie upon their death beds, if then they like grace, they may take it, if not they may let it alone and refuse it: O poor creatures, you will perish and go to hell hoodwinked in this kind, you think you may have grace for calling for; hereafter when I am old then I will repent, and when I lie upon my death bed, then I will begin to pray and humble my self before God, then you think to have grace at your own liking; if you like the course of grace then you will take it, if you like it not, you will refuse it; must I pray with my family you will say? Well if I like the course happily I will do it, if not I will neglect it; Alas, alas, I tell thee thou canst as well make a soul as convert a soul, thou canst as well create thy self as repent; is it in thy power to say, now I will have grace, now I will not? now I will repent, and now I will not? Oh think of it, you shall find it a harder task then you are aware of, and if God be pleased to open your eyes, you will then say, Oh what shall I do to be saved, then you will see that something must be done before you can be saved, then you ⟨p. 108⟩will find it to be a hard matter to repent. Do not think when you lie upon your death beds then you may repent if you will; is it in your power to repent and go to heaven? no, no, all natural men are under the power of Satan, he ruleth them, he commandeth the hearts of the children of disobedience according to his will, and then for sin and the power thereof look,1 Rom. 6.16. know ye not saith the Apostle that to whom ye yield your selves servants to obey, his servants ye are whether of sin unto death, or of obedience unto righteousness? every natural man is a servant to sin and a slave to his lusts, he can do nothing but that sin will have him to do. Take a proud man, whether art thou able to confess thy pride, to see thy sin, and humble thy self, and renounce thy folly, art thou able to do this? No, thou must ask thy sin leave first:
So it is here, most men thinke that grace is left with them upon liking, and they may let it lie by them, and after they have lived in sinne, and tired themselves in their owne imaginations, and in following the sinfull desires of their owne wretched hearts, if after this when they become old, or lie upon their death beds, if then they like grace, they may take it, if not they may let it alone and refuse it: O poore creatures, you will perish and goe to hell hoodwinkt in this kind, you thinke you may have grace for calling for; hereafter when I am old then I will repent, and when I lie upon my death bed, then I will beginne to pray and humble my selfe before God, then you thinke to have grace at your owne liking; if you like the course of grace then you will take it, if you like it not, you will refuse it; must I pray with my family you will say? Well if I like the course happily I will doe it, if not I will neglect it; Alas, alas, I tell thee thou canst as well make a soule as convert a soule, thou canst as well create thy selfe as repent; is it in thy power to say, now I will have grace, now I will not? now I will repent, and now I will not? Oh thinke of it, you shall finde it a harder taske then you are aware of, and if God bee pleased to open your eyes, you will then say, Oh what shall I doe to be saved, then you will see that something must bee done before you can bee saved, then you ⟨p. 108⟩will finde it to be a hard matter to repent. Doe not think when you lie upon your death beds then you may repent if you will; is it in your power to repent and goe to heaven? no, no, all naturall men are under the power of Sathan, he ruleth them, he commandeth the hearts of the children of disobedience according to his will, and then for sinne and the power thereof looke,1 Rom. 6.16. know yee not saith the Apostle that to whom yee yeeld your selves servants to obey, his servants yee are whether of sinne unto death, or of obedience unto righteousnesse? every naturall man is a servant to sinne and a slave to his lusts, hee can doe nothing but that sinne will have him to doe. Take a proud man, whether art thou able to confesse thy pride, to see thy sinne, and humble thy selfe, and renounce thy folly, art thou able to doe this? No, thou must aske thy sin leave first:
- 1Rom. 6.16.