But seeing it is thy blessed pleasure to come thus, to asup with me, and to bdwell in me: I cannot for joy but burst out and say, What is man that thou art so mindful of him, and the Son of man that thou so regardest him? What favour soever thou ⟨p. 754⟩vouchsafest me in the abundance of thy Grace; I will freely confess what I am in the wretchedness of my Nature. I am in a word; a carnal Creature, whose very soul is csold under sin: a wretched man compassed about with da body of death: yet Lord seeing thou ecallest, here I come; and seeing thou callest sinners, I have thrust my self in among the rest; and seeing thou callest all with their heaviest loads, I see no reason why I should stay behind. O Lord I am sick, and whither should I go but unto thee the Physician of my Soul? Thou hast cured many, but never didst thou meet with a more miserable patient: for ⟨p. 755⟩I am more leprous then Gehazi, more unclean then Magdalene, more blind in Soul, then Bartimeus was in Body: for I have lived all this while and never seen the true light of thy Word. My Soul runs with a greater flux of sin, then was the Hemorisse issue of blood. Mephiboseth was not more lame to go, then my soul is to walk after thee in love. Jeroboam's Arm was not more withered to strike the Prophet, then my hand is maimed to relieve the poor. Cure me O Lord, and thou shalt do as great a work as in curing them all. And though I have all their sins and sores; yet Lord so abundant is thy grace; so great is ⟨p. 756⟩thy skill; that if thou wilt, thou canst with a word, forgive the one, and heal the other. And why should I doubt of thy good will, when to save me will cost thee now but one loving smile, who showedst thy self so willing to redeem me, though it should cost thee all thy heart blood, and now offerest so graciously unto me the assured pledge of my redemption, by thy blood? Who am I O Lord God? 6and what is my merit that thou hast bought me with so dear a price? It is merely thy mercy; and I O Lord am not worthy the least of all thy mercies: 7much less to be a partaker of this holy Sacrament, the greatest Pledge of the ⟨p. 757⟩greatest mercy that ever thou diddest bestow upon those sons of men, whom thou lovest.
But seeing it is thy blessed pleasure to come thus, to asuppe with me, and to bdwell in mee: I cannot for ioy but burst out and say, What is man that thou art so mindfull of him, and the Sonne of man that thou so regardest him? What fauour soeuer thou ⟨p. 754⟩vouchsafest mee in the abundance of thy Grace; I will freely confesse what I am in the wretchednesse of my Nature. I am in a vvord; a carnall Creature, vvhose very soule is csold vnder sinne: a wretched man compassed about with da body of death: yet Lord seeing thou ecallest, here I come; and seeing thou callest sinners, I haue thrust my selfe in among the rest; and seeing thou callest all with their heauiest loades, I see no reason why I should stay behinde. O Lord I am sicke, and whither should I goe but vnto thee the Physitian of my Soule? Thou hast cured many, but neuer didst thou meete vvith a more miserable patient: for ⟨p. 755⟩I am more leaprous then Gehazi, more vncleane then Magdalene, more blinde in Soule, then Bartimeus vvas in Body: for I haue liued all this while and neuer seene the true light of thy Word. My Soule runnes with a greater fluxe of sinne, then vvas the Hemorisse issue of bloud. Mephiboseth was not more lame to goe, then my soule is to walke after thee in loue. Ieroboams Arme was not more withered to strike the Prophet, then my hand is maimed to relieue the poore. Cure me O Lord, and thou shalt doe as great a worke as in curing them all. And though I haue all their sinnes and sores; yet Lord so abundant is thy grace; so great is ⟨p. 756⟩thy skill; that if thou wilt, thou canst with a word, forgiue the one, and heale the other. And vvhy should I doubt of thy good will, when to saue mee will cost thee now but one louing smile, vvho shewedst thy selfe so willing to redeem me, though it should cost thee all thy heart bloud, and now offerest so gratiously vnto mee the assured pledge of my redemption, by thy bloud? Who am I O Lord God? 6