I would therefore wish with Jeremiah, that my head were a fountain of tears, that seeing I can by no means yield sufficient thanks for thy love to me; yet I might by continual tears, testify my love unto thee. And though no man is worthy of so infinite a grace: yet this is my comfort, that he is worthy whom thou in favour accountest worthy. And seeing that now of thy mere grace thou hast counted me (among others thy chosen) ⟨p. 780⟩worthy of this unspeakable favour, & sealed by thy Sacrament the assurance of thy love and the forgiveness of my sins: O Lord confirm thy favour unto thy Servant; and say of me as Isaac did of Jacob, 1I have blessed him, therefore he shall be blessed. And that I may say unto thee, with David, Thou O Lord hast blessed my Soul, 2and made it thy house, and it shall be blessed for ever. And seeing it pleased thee to bless the house of Obededom, 3and all his household, whilst the Ark of the Lord remained in his house: I doubt not but thou wilt much more bless my Soul and Body, and all that do belong unto me, now that it hath pleased thy Majesty of thine ⟨p. 781⟩own good will to enter under my roof, and to dwell for ever in my poor Cottage. Bless me, O Lord, so, that my sins may wholly be remitted, by thy blood, my conscience sanctified by thy spirit, my mind enlightened by thy truth, my heart guided by thy spirit, and my will, in all things, subdued to thy blessed will and pleasure. Bless me with all graces which I want, and increase in me those good gifts which thou hast already bestowed upon me. And seeing that I hold thee not by the arms, as Jacob, wrestling without me; but inwardly dwelling by faith within me: surely,4 Lord, I will never let thee go, except thou bless me, and ⟨p. 782⟩give me a new name, a new heart, a new spirit, & strength by the power of God to prevail over sin and Satan. And I beseech thee, O Lord, desire not to depart from me as thou didst from Jacob because the day breaketh, and thy grace beginneth to dawn and appear. But I from my soul, humbly with the Emmavites, entreat thee O sweet Jesus to abide with me, because it draweth towards night. For the night of temptation, the night of tribulation, yea my last long night of death appeareth, O blessed Saviour, stay with me therefore now and ever. And if thy presence go not home with me, 5carry me not from hence.
I would therefore wish vvith Ieremie, that my head were a fountaine of teares, that seeing I can by no meanes yeeld sufficient thankes for thy loue to mee; yet I might by continuall teares, testifie my loue vnto thee. And though no man is vvorthy of so infinite a grace: yet this is my comfort, that he is worthy whom thou in fauour accountest worthy. And seeing that now of thy meere grace thou hast counted mee (among others thy chosen) ⟨p. 780⟩worthy of this vnspeakeable fauor, & sealed by thy Sacrament the assurance of thy loue and the forgiuenes of my sins: O Lord confirme thy fauour vnto thy Seruant; and say of mee as Isaac did of Iacob, 1I haue blessed him, therefore hee shall be blessed. And that I may say vnto thee, vvith Dauid, Thou O Lord hast blessed my Soule, 2and made it thy house, and it shall be blessed for euer. And seeing it pleased thee to blesse the house of Obededom, 3and all his houshold, whilest the Arke of the Lord remained in his house: I doubt not but thou wilt much more blesse my Soule and Body, and all that doe belong vnto mee, now that it hath pleased thy Maiestie of thine ⟨p. 781⟩owne good will to enter vnder my roofe, and to dwell for euer in my poore Cottage. Blesse me, O Lord, so, that my sinnes may wholy be remitted, by thy blood, my conscience sanctified by thy spirit, my minde enlightned by thy truth, my heart guided by thy spirit, and my will, in all things, subdued to thy blessed will and pleasure. Blesse mee with all graces which I want, and increase in me those good gifts which thou hast already bestowed vpon me. And seeing that I hold thee not by the armes, as Iacob, wrestling without mee; but inwardly dwelling by faith within me: surely,4 Lord, I will neuer let thee goe, except thou blesse me, and ⟨p. 782⟩giue mee a new name, a new heart, a new spirit, & strength by the power of God to preuaile ouer sinne and Sathan. And I beseech thee, O Lord, desire not to depart from me as thou didst from Iacob because the day breaketh, and thy grace beginneth to dawn and appeare. But I from my soule, humbly with the Emmauites, entreat thee O sweet Iesu to abide with me, because it drawneth towards night. For the night of temptation, the night of tribulatiō, yea my last long night of death appeareth, O blessed Sauiour, stay with me therefore now and euer. And if thy presence goe not home with mee,
- 1Gen. 27.33.
- 21 Chron. 1•.27.
- 32 Sam. 6.11.12.
- 4Gen. 32.24. &c.
- 5Exod. 33.14