I confess Lord, that thou doest justly afflict my body with sickness; for my soul was sick before of long prosperity, and surfeited with ease,1 peace, plenty and fullness of bread. And now, O Lord, I lament and mourn ⟨p. 801⟩for my sins, I acknowledge my wickedness, and mine iniquities are always in my sight. Oh what a wretched sinner am I, void of all goodness by nature, and full of evil by sinful custom! Oh what a world of sin have I committed against thee, whilst thy long sufferance expected my conversion, and thy blessings wooed me to repentance! Yet O my God, seeing it is thy property more to respect the goodness of thine own nature, then the deserts of sinners: I beseech thee, O Father, for thy Son Jesus Christ his sake, and for the merits of that all-saving death, which he hath voluntarily suffered, for all which believe in him: have mercy ⟨p. 802⟩upon me according to the multitude of thy mercies; 23turn thy face away from my sins, and blot out all mine iniquity: 4cast me not out of thy presence, neither reward me according to my deserts: for if thou doest reject me, who will receive me? or who will succour me, if thou dost forsake me? But thou, 5O Lord, art the helper of the helpless, and in thee the fatherless findeth mercy: for though my sins be exceeding great, yet thy mercy, O Lord, far exceedeth them all: neither can I commit so many as thy Grace can remit and pardon. Wash therefore, O Christ, my sins with the virtue of thy precious blood; especially, those sins, which from a penitent ⟨p. 803⟩heart I have confessed unto thee: but chiefly O Lord, for Christ his sake forgive me [*]. And seeing that of thy love thou diddest lay down thy life for my ransom, when I was thine enemy: Oh save now the price of thine own blood, when it shall cost thee but a smile upon me, or a gracious appearance in thy Fathers sight in my behalf. Reconcile me once again, O merciful Mediator, unto thy Father; for though there be nothing in me that can please him, yet I know that in thee and for thy sake,7 he is well pleased with all, whom thou acceptest and lovest. And if it be thy blessed vvill, remove ⟨p. 804⟩this sickness from me, and restore me to my former health again; that I may live longer to set forth thy glory, and to be a comfort to my Friends, which depend upon me;
I confesse Lord, that thou doest iustly afflict my body with sicknesse; for my soule was sicke before of long prosperitie, and surfetted with ease,1 peace, plentie and fulnesse of bread. And now, O Lord, I lament and mourne ⟨p. 801⟩for my sinnes, I acknowledge my wickednesse, and mine iniquities are alwayes in my sight. Oh what a vvretched sinner am I, void of all goodnesse by nature, and full of euill by sinfull custome! Oh what a world of sinne haue I committed against thee, whilest thy long sufferance expected my conuersion, and thy blessings wooed mee to repentance! Yet O my God, seeing it is thy propertie more to respect the goodnesse of thine owne nature, then the deserts of sinners: I beseech thee, O Father, for thy Sonne Iesus Christ his sake, and for the merits of that all-sauing death, which he hath voluntarily suffered, for all which beleeue in him: haue mercy ⟨p. 802⟩vpon me according to the multitude of thy mercies; 23turne thy face away from my sinnes, and blot out all mine iniquitie: 4cast me not out of thy presence, neither reward mee according to my deserts: for if thou doest reiect mee, who will receiue me? or who will succour me, if thou dost forsake mee? But thou, 5O Lord, art the helper of the helplesse, and in thee the fatherlesse findeth mercy: for though my sinnes be exceeding great, yet thy mercy, O Lord, farre exceedeth them all: neither can I commit so many as thy Grace can remit and pardon. Wash therefore, O Christ, my sins with the vertue of thy pretious bloud; especially, those sinnes, vvhich from a penitent ⟨p. 803⟩heart I haue confessed vnto thee: but chiefely O Lord, for Christ his sake forgiue mee [*]. And seeing that of thy loue thou diddest lay downe thy life for my ransome, vvhen I vvas thine enemie: Oh saue now the price of thine owne bloud, vvhen it shall cost thee but a smile vpon mee, or a gratious appearance in thy Fathers sight in my behalfe. Reconcile mee once againe, O mercifull Mediatour, vnto thy Father; for though there be nothing in mee that can please him, yet I know that in thee and for thy sake,
- 1Ezech. 16.49
- 2Psal. 51.1.
- 3Verse 11.
- 4Psal. 25.7.
- 5Hos. 14.4.
- *Here name that sin, which most troubleth thy conscience.Here name that sinne, which most troubleth thy conscience.
- 7Mat. 3.17.