Those that will take no pains, its a sure sign they find no sweetness in the thing, and therefore in such there can be no true goodness; and hence we may observe a difference between the desires of men, some are effectual, some uneffectuall; those that are uneffectuall commonly desire and delight in the thing they desire, but will none of the means: let me die the death of the righteous, says the wicked man, glory and happiness is excellent, but the gate ⟨p. 127⟩is narrow, the way is tedious and full of trouble, he will none of that; we will laugh at one that shall wish his work and journey were done, when as he will sit down and never go about it; why should we not much more laugh at such sluggards that wish daily, O that they might be saved, when as they do not only not further, but hinder their salvation. But where true desire of grace is, there will will be joined thereto an endeavour, with jealousy over our corruptions, with grief and shame for them, and for our backwardness and want of goodness, for else hell itself is full of good wishes and desires: if we mean to be better, we must use all means, undertake all pains and travail with vehemency, even as those that pursue gains with delight, they follow through thick and thin, especially if the gain be in the eye, and those that go for company, they are soon tired; and thus did Paul, he went through fire and water, through all manner of dangers, good and ill report, his gain is still in his eye, he looks not after the way, if by any means he may attain his desired mark.
Those that will take no paines, its a sure signe they finde no sweetnesse in the thing, and therefore in such there can bee no true goodnesse; and hence we may observe a difference between the desires of men, some are effectuall, some uneffectuall; those that are uneffectuall commonly desire and delight in the thing they desire, but will none of the meanes: let me die the death of the righteous, sayes the wicked man, glory and happinesse is excellent, but the gate ⟨p. 127⟩is narrow, the way is tedious and full of trouble, he will none of that; we will laugh at one that shall wish his work and jorney were done, when as he will sit downe and never goe about it; why should wee not much more laugh at such sluggards that wish dayly, O that they might bee saved, when as they doe not onely not further, but hinder their salvation. But where true desire of grace is, there will will be joyned thereto an indeavour, with jealousie over our corruptions, with griefe and shame for them, and for our backwardnesse and want of goodnesse, for else hell itself is full of good wishes and desires: if we meane to be better, we must use all meanes, undertake all paines and travaile with vehemencie, even as those that pursue gains with delight, they follow through thicke and thin, especially if the gaine bee in the eye, and those that goe for companie, they are soone tired; and thus did Paul, hee went through fire and water, through all manner of dangers, good and ill report, his gaine is still in his eye, hee lookes not after the way, if by any meanes hee may attaine his desired marke.