Now, though I had just cause of offence at these passages, yet, that it might appear how much I was for peace and brotherly concord, the next day of their meeting, being the 15 of Feb. I came into the Consistory to give my answer, which was, that, if a promise must be made by me to conform to the judgment of those Ministers set down as an order for me to rest in, I could not do it, because the promise of doing any thing is a Confession that the thing is lawful to be done, which I do not believe to be so, in this case, yet, because I much prized their loves and tendered their peace (as I truly told them) I was willing; if they desired it, to go on in assisting the Answerer, as I formerly had done, for a convenient time, to see, if, in the interim, by a friendly acquainting my self with the Dutch Ministers, I might be satisfied about the lawfulness of this custom, whereunto my conformity was required, or procure that this question might be laid down, & might understand what those other orders & customs of the Dutch Church are which I must observe, & more fully know the members & state of the English Church, wherewith I should join. In which motion I intended no intrusion (which I have always abhorred, and was very far from, in that place) but only the peace and good of the Church. This the Elders apprehended to be very reasonable, & desired that it might take effect, but the Answerer was otherwise minded, as it is, in express words, by the Elders recorded in the Acts of that Consistory.
Now, though I had just cause of offence at these passages, yet, that it might appeare how much I was for peace and brotherly concord, the next day of their meeting, being the 15 of Feb. I came into the Consistory to give my answer, which was, that, if a promise must be made by me to conforme to the judgment of those Ministers set downe as an order for me to rest in, I could not doe it, because the promise of doing any thing is a Confessiō that the thing is lawfull to be done, which I doe not beleive to be so, in this case, yet, because I much prized their loves and tendred their peace (as I truely told them) I was willing; if they desired it, to goe on in assisting the Answerer, as I formerly had done, for a convenient time, to see, if, in the interim, by a freindly acquainting my selfe with the Dutch Ministers, I might be satisfyed about the lawfullnes of this custom, whereunto my conformity was required, or procure that this questiō might be layd downe, & might understand what those other orders & customs of the Dutch Church are which I must observe, & more fully know the mēbers & state of the English Church, wherwith I should joyne. In which motion I intended no intrusion (which I have alwayes abhorred, and was very farr from, in that place) but onely the peace and good of the Church. This the Elders apprehended to be very reasonable, & desired that it might take effect, but the Answerer was otherwise minded, as it is, in expresse words, by the Elders recorded in the Acts of that Consistory.