1. The trouble and disquiet of the mind doth then become a settled habit, they can see nothing but matter of fear and trouble: all that they hear or do doth feed it, danger is still before their eyes, all that they read and hear makes against them, they can delight in nothing, fearful dreams trouble them when they sleep, and distracted thoughts do keep them long waking, it offends them to see another laugh or be merry, they think that every Beggars case is happier then theirs, they will hardly believe that any one else is in their case, when some two or three in a week, or a day, come to me in the same case, so like that you would think it were the same persons case which they all express, they have no pleasure in Relations, Friends, Estate or any thing, they think that God hath forsaken them, and that the day of Grace is past, and that there is no more hope: they say they cannot pray, but howl and groan and God will not hear them; they will not believe that they have any sincerity and grace; they say they cannot repent, they cannot believe, but that their hearts are utterly hardened: usually they are afraid lest they have committed the unpardonable sin against the Holy Ghost; In a word fears and troubles and almost despair are the constant temper of their minds.
1. The trouble and disquiet of the mind doth then become a setled habit, they can see nothing but matter of fear and trouble: all that they hear or do doth feed it, danger is still before their eyes, all that they read and hear makes against them, they can delight in nothing, fearful dreams trouble them when they sleep, and distracted thoughts do keep them long waking, it offends them to see another laugh or be merry, they think that every Beggars case is happyer then theirs, they will hardly believe that any one else is in their case, when some two or three in a week, or a day, come to me in the same case, so like that you would think it were the same persons case which they all express, they have no pleasure in Relations, Friends, Estate or any thing, they think that God hath forsaken them, and that the day of Grace is past, and that there is no more hope: they say they cannot pray, but howl and groan and God will not hear them; they will not believe that they have any sincerity and grace; they say they cannot repent, they cannot believe, but that their hearts are utterly hardened: usually they are afraid lest they have committed the unpardonable sin against the Holy Ghost; In a word fears and troubles and almost despair are the constant temper of their minds.
