2. Suppose you die before them; for if they do not die and leave you, you must die and leave them: and can you die, without trembling for anguish of your heart, without terrors in your Souls, and fearful gripes in your Consciences, more bitter than the pangs of Death, to consider, you leave a wicked, prayerless Family behind you, through your own neglect? Would it not trouble you to leave them poor, Wife and Children nothing to live upon, if this hath been through your sloth? and will it not, should it not, much more trouble you to leave an ignorant Wife, Children and Servants, unacquainted with God, unaccustomed to prayer, and all through your neglect? Might you not then say, if I had left them poor, yet if I had left them good, and fearing God, and given to prayer by my example, I could now have died with joy, and left them all with comfort; but now I lie a dying, it is the wounding of my Soul to take so sad a farewell of my Family. If I do live, it shall be otherwise, if I recover, and God trust me with life, and time yet further, I will hereafter do it: but my heart is sick, my Spirits fail me, and I perceive the symptoms of death are upon me, and though I am loth to take my leave of my Wife and Children, because I have been no more careful of the good of their Souls; yet I see I must, I must bid farewell unto them. Come then, dear Wife, farewell, 1farewell, I shall now be no longer thine, and thou shalt be no longer mine: but this had been no matter, if I and thou had both been his, whom we should have prayed unto together, but we did not: Woe is me poor dying man that we did not! Farewell dear Children, now farewell, adieu, adieu for ever: but oh! how shall I take my leave of you, with whom I have not done what God required? But yet I must, whether I will or no, I must now leave you. But let me give among you what I have gotten for you: Therefore to you my Wife I give so much, and to this Child so much, and to that so much. But when I think I worked for you, but never prayed with you, this doth trouble me; Oh! this doth trouble my departing Soul. However, you will have my Goods, the grave and worms shall have my body; but who, oh! who must now have my Soul? This will be a sad parting, when ever it shall come; and yet this parting hour is a coming: Pray now with them, and in that manner too, that then you may be comforted.
2. Suppose you die before them; for if they do not die and leave you, you must die and leave them: and can you die, without trembling for anguish of your heart, without terrours in your Souls, and fearful gripes in your Consciences, more bitter than the pangs of Death, to consider, you leave a wicked, prayerless Family behind you, through your own neglect? Would it not trouble you to leave them poor, Wife and Children nothing to live upon, if this hath been through your sloth? and will it not, should it not, much more trouble you to leave an ignorant Wife, Children and Servants, unacquainted with God, unaccustomed to prayer, and all through your neglect? Might you not then say, if I had left them poor, yet if I had left them good, and fearing God, and given to prayer by my example, I could now have died with joy, and left them all with comfort; but now I lie a dying, it is the wounding of my Soul to take so sad a farewel of my Family. If I do live, it shall be otherwise, if I recover, and God trust me with life, and time yet further, I will hereafter do it: but my heart is sick, my Spirits fail me, and I perceive the symptomes of death are upon me, and though I am loth to take my leave of my Wife and Children, because I have been no more careful of the good of their Souls; yet I see I must, I must bid farewel unto them. Come then, dear Wife, farewel, 1farewel, I shall now be no longer thine, and thou shalt be no longer mine: but this had been no matter, if I and thou had both been his, whom we should have prayed unto together, but we did not: Woe is me poor dying man that we did not! Farewel dear Children, now farewel, adieu, adieu for ever: but oh! how shall I take my leave of you, with whom I have not done what God required? But yet I must, whether I will or no, I must now leave you. But let me give among you what I have gotten for you: Therefore to you my Wife I give so much, and to this Child so much, and to that so much. But when I think I worked for you, but never prayed with you, this doth trouble me; Oh! this doth trouble my departing Soul. However, you will have my Goods, the grave and worms shall have my body; but who, oh! who must now have my Soul? This will be a sad parting, when ever it shall come; and yet this parting hour is a coming: Pray now with them, and in that manner too, that then you may be comforted.