A Christian Directory

§. 36. Direct. 15. Keep clear, and hold fast the Evidences of thy Sincerity, that thou mayest perceive ¹thy interest in the Love of God; and resist the temptations which would hide his Love to thee, and cause thee to doubt of it, or deny it. Satan hath not his end when he hath troubled thee, and robbed thee of thy peace and comfort: It is worse that he is seeking to effect by this: His malice is more against God, than against thee: and more against God and thee in this point of Love, than in any other grace or duty. He knoweth that God esteemeth this most: And he knoweth if he could kill thy love, he kills thy soul. And he knoweth how natural it is to man to love those that love him, and hate those that hate him, be they never so excellent in themselves. And therefore if he can persuade thee into despair, and to think that God hateth thee, and is resolved to damn thee, he will not despair of drawing thee to hate God. Or if he do but bring thee to fear that he loveth thee not, he will think accordingly to abate thy love. I know that a truly gracious soul keepeth up its love, when it loseth its assurance, and mourneth, and longeth, and seeketh in love, when it cannot triumph and rejoice in love: But yet there are some prints left on the heart, of its former apprehensions of the love of God: And such souls exceedingly disadvantage themselves as to the exercises of love, and make it a work of wondrous difficulty. O it will exceedingly kindle love, when we can see Gods surest Love-tokens in our hearts, and look to the promises, and say, They are all mine; and think of Heaven, as that which shall certainly be our own: and can say with Thomas, My Lord, and my God: and with Paul, that The life which I live in the flesh, I live by the faith of the Son of God, that loved me, and gave himself ⟨p. 154⟩for me. Denial of our grace may seem to be humility, but it tendeth to extinguish Love and Gratitude.

§. 36. Direct. 15. Keep clear, and hold fast the Evidences of thy Sincerity, that thou maist perceive ¹thy interest in the Love of God; and resist the temptations which would hide his Love to thee, and cause thee to doubt of it, or deny it. Satan hath not his end when he hath troubled thee, and robbed thee of thy peace and comfort: It is worse that he is seeking to effect by this: His malice is more against God, than against thee: and more against God and thee in this point of Love, than in any other grace or duty. He knoweth that God esteemeth this most: And he knoweth if he could kill thy love, he kills thy soul. And he knoweth how natural it is to man to love those that love him, and hate those that hate him, be they never so excellent in themselves. And therefore if he can perswade thee into despair, and to think that God hateth thee, and is resolved to damn thee, he will not despair of drawing thee to hate God. Or if he do but bring thee to fear that he loveth thee not, he will think accordingly to abate thy love. I know that a truly gracious soul keepeth up its love, when it loseth its assurance, and mourneth, and longeth, and seeketh in love, when it cannot triumph and rejoyce in love: But yet there are some prints left on the heart, of its former apprehensions of the love of God: And such souls exceedingly disadvantage themselves as to the exercises of love, and make it a work of wondrous difficulty. O it will exceedingly kindle love, when we can see Gods surest Love-tokens in our hearts, and look to the promises, and say, They are all mine; and think of Heaven, as that which shall certainly be our own: and can say with Thomas, My Lord, and my God: and with Paul, that The life which I live in the flesh, I live by the faith of the Son of God, that loved me, and gave himself