1. The constant experience of the greatest part of Believers, tells us, that Certainty of salvation is very rare. Even of those that live comfortably and in peace of Conscience, yet very few of them do attain to a Certainty. For my part, it is known that God in undeserved Mercy hath given me long the society of a great number of Godly people, and great interest in them, and privacy with them, and opportunity to know their minds, and this in many places (my station by providence having been oft removed:) and I must needs profess, that of all these I have met with few, yea very few indeed, that if I seriously and privately asked them, Are you Certain that you are a true Believer, and so are Justified and shall be Saved, durst say to me, ⟨p. 152⟩I am Certain of it. But some in great doubts and fears: most too secure and neglective of their states, without Assurance, and some in so good hopes (to speak in their own language) as calmeth their spirits, that they can comfortably cast themselves on God in Christ. And those few that have gone so far beyond all the rest, as to say, They were Certain of their sincerity and salvation, were the Professors whose state I suspected more then any of the rest; as being the most proud, self-conceited, censorious, passionate, unpeaceable sort of Professors: and some of them living scandalously, and some fallen since to more scandalous ways then ever: And the most of their humble, godly acquaintance or neighbours suspected them as well as I. Or else some very few of them that said they were Certain, were honest godly people (most women) of small Judgement and strong Affections; who depended most on that which is commonly called The sense or feeling of Gods Love; and were the lowest at some times, as they were the highest at other times: and they that were one month certain to be saved, perhaps the next month were almost ready to say, they should certainly be damned. So that taking out all these sorts of persons, the sober, solid, judicious Believers, that could groundedly and ordinarily ⟨p. 153⟩say, I am Certain that I shall be Saved, have been so few, that it is sad to me to consider it. If any other mens experiences be contrary, I am glad of it; so be it they be Sober Judicious men able to gather experiences; and so they live not among mere Antinomians, and take not the discovery of their mere opinion, for a discovery of experience.
1. The constant experience of the greatest part of Believers, tels us, that Certainty of salvation is very rare. Even of those that live comfortably and in peace of Conscience, yet very few of them do attain to a Certainty. For my part, it is known that God in undeserved Mercy hath given me long the society of a great number of Godly people, and great interest in them, and privacy with them, and opportunity to know their mindes, and this in many places (my station by providence having been oft removed:) and I must needs profess, that of all these I have met with few, yea very few indeed, that if I seriously and privately asked them, Are you Certain that you are a true Believer, and so are Justified and shall be Saved, durst say to me, ⟨p. 152⟩I am Certain of it. But some in great doubts and fears: most too secure and neglective of their states, without Assurance, and some in so good hopes (to speak in their own language) as calmeth their spirits, that they can comfortably cast themselves on God in Christ. And those few that have gone so far beyond all the rest, as to say, They were Certain of their sincerity and salvation, were the Professors whose state I suspected more then any of the rest; as being the most proud, self-conceited, censorious, passionate, unpeaceable sort of Professors: and some of them living scandalously, and some fallen since to more scandalous waies then ever: And the most of their humble, godly acquaintance or neighbours suspected them as well as I. Or else some very few of them that said they were Certain, were honest godly people (most women) of smal Judgement and strong Affections; who depended most on that which is commonly called The sense or feeling of Gods Love; and were the lowest at some times, as they were the highest at other times: and they that were one moneth certain to be saved, perhaps the next moneth were almost ready to say, they should certainly be damned. So that taking out all these sorts of persons, the sober, solid, judicious Believers, that could groundedly and ordinarily ⟨p. 153⟩say, I am Certain that I shall be Saved, have been so few, that it is sad to me to consider it. If any other mens experiences be contrary, I am glad of it; so be it they be Sober Judicious men able to gather experiences; and so they live not among meer Antinomians, and take not the discovery of their meer opinion, for a discovery of experience.