O Holy, *Holy, Holy Lord God of Sabbath, suffer me, who am butb dust and ashes, to speak unto thy most glorious Majesty. I know that thou art ac consuming •ire; I acknowledge that I am but witheredd stubble. Mye sins are in thy sight, and Satanf stands at my right-hand to accuse me for them; I come not to excuse, but tog judg my self worthy of all those judgments, which thy Justice might most justly inflict upon me a wretched Creature, for my sins and transgressions. The Number of them is so great, the Nature of them is so grievous, that they make me seem vile in mine own eyes, 8how much more loathsome in thy sight? I confess they make me so far from being worthy to be called thy Son, 9that I am altogether unworthy to have the Name of thy meanest Servant. And if thou shouldest but recompense me according to my desert, the Earth (as weary of such a sinful burden) should open her mouth, and swallow me up,10 like one of Dathan's Family, into the bottomless pit of Hell. For if thou didst not spare the natural branches, those Angels of glorious Excellency,11 ⟨p. 283⟩but hurledst them down from the heavenly Habitations, into the pains of hellish darkness, to be kept unto damnation, when they sinned but once against thy Majesty; and didst expel our first Parents out of Paradise, 12when they did but transgress one of thy Laws: alas, what vengeance may I expect, who have not offended in one sin only,13 heaping daily un upon sin, without any true repentance, drinking iniquity as it were water, 14ever pouring in, but never pouring out any filthiness; and have transgressed not one, but all thy holy laws and commandments! Yea, this present day, which thou hast straitly commanded me to keep holy, to thy praise and worship, I have not so religiously kept and observed, nor prepared my soul in that holiness and chastity of heart, as was fit to mee• thy blessed Majesty in the holy assembly of the Saints. I have not attended to the preaching of thy Word, nor to the administration of thy Sacraments with that humility, reverence, and devotion that I should. For tho' I was present at those holy exercises in my body, yet Lord, I was overtaken with much drowsiness. And when I was awake, my mind was so distracted and carried away with vain and worldly thoughts, that my •oul seemed to be absent, and o•• of the Church.
O Holy, *Holy, Holy Lord God of Sabbath, suffer me, who am butb dust and ashes, to speak unto thy most glorious Maj•sty. I know that thou art ac consuming •ire; I acknowledge that I am but witheredd stubble. Mye sins are in thy sight, and Satanf stands at my right-hand to accuse me for them; I come not to excuse, but tog judg my self worthy of all those judgments, which thy Justice might most justly inflict upon me a wretched Creature, for my sins and transgressions. The Number of them is so great, the Nature of them is so grievous, that they make me seem vile in mine own eyes, 8how much more loathsome in thy sight? I confess they make me so far from being worthy to be called thy Son, 9that I am altogether unworthy to have the Name of thy meanest Servant. And if thou shouldest but recompence me according to my desert, the Earth (as weary of such a sinful burthen) should open her mouth, and swallow me up,10 like one of Dathan's Family, into the bettomless pit of Hell. For if thou didst not spare the natural branches, those Angels of glorious Excellency,11 ⟨p. 283⟩but hurldst them down from the heavenly Habitations, into the pains of hellish darkness, to be kept unto damnation, when they sinned but once against thy Majesty; and didst expel our first Parents out of Paradise, 12
- *Isa. 6. 1, 3.
- bGen. 18. 27.
- cHeb. 12. 29.
- dJob 21. 18.
- ePsal. 91. 3.
- fZ•ch. 3. 1, •.
- g1 Cor. 21. 31.
- 82 Sam. 6. 22.
- 9Luke 15. 21.
- 10Psal. 106. 17.
- 112 Pet. 2. 4.
- 12Gen. 3. 23.
- 13Rom. 2. 5.
- 14Job 15. 16.