I would therefore wish with Jeremiah, that my head were a fountain of tears: that seeing I can by no means yield sufficient thanks for thy love to me; yet I might by continual Tears, testify my love unto thee. And ⟨p. 358⟩though no man is worthy of so infinite a grace: yet this is my comfort, That he is worthy whom thou in favour accountest worthy. And seeing that now of thy mere grace thou hast counted me (among others thy chosen) worthy of this unspeakable favour, and sealed by thy Sacrament the assurance of thy love, and the forgiveness of my sins: O Lord, confirm thy favour unto thy Servant: and say of me as Isaac did of Jacob, I have blessed him, 1therefore he shall be blessed. And that I may say unto thee with David, 2Thou, O Lord, hast blessed my Soul, and made it thy house, and it shall be blessed for ever And seeing it pleased thee to bless the house of Obed-edom and all his 3household whilst the Ark of the Lord remained in his house: I doubt not but thou wilt much more bless my soul and body, and all that do belong unto me, now that it hath pleased thy Majesty of thine own good will to enter under my roof, and to dwell for ever in my poor cottage. Bless me, O Lord, so, that my sins, may wholly be remitted by thy Blood, my conscience sanctified by thy Spirit, my mind enlightened by thy Truth, my Heart guided by thy Spirit and my Will, in all things, subdued, to thy blessed Will and Pleasure. Bless me with all graces which I want, and increase in me those good gifts which thou hast already bestowed upon me. And seeing that I hold thee not by the arms, as Jacob ⟨p. 359⟩wrestling without me; but inwardly dwelling by Faith within me: surely, Lord,4 I will never let thee go, except thou bless me, and give me a new name, a new heart, a new spirit, and strength by the power of God to prevail over sin and Satan. And I beseech thee, O Lord, desire not to depart from me, as thou didst from Jacob, because the day breaketh, and thy grace beginneth to dawn and appear: But I from my soul, humbly with the Emmavites, entreat thee. O sweet Jesus, to abide with me, because it draweth towards night. For the night of temptation, the night of tribulation; yea, my last long night of death approacheth, O blessed Saviour, stay with me therefore now and ever.5
I would therefore wish with Jeremy, that my head were a fountain of tears: that seeing I can by no means yield sufficient thanks for thy love to me; yet I might by continual Tears, testifie my love unto thee. And ⟨p. 358⟩though no man is worthy of so infinite a grace: yet this is my comfort, That he is worthy whom thou in favour accountest worthy. And seeing that now of thy mere grace thou hast counted me (among others thy chosen) worthy of this unspeakable favour, and sealed by thy Sacrament the assurance of thy love, and the forgiveness of my sins: O Lord, confirm thy favour unto thy Servant: and say of me as Isaac did of Jacob, I have blessed him, 1therefore he shall be blessed. And that I may say unto thee with David, 2Thou, O Lord, hast blessed my Soul, and made it thy house, and it shall be blessed for ever And seeing it pleased thee to bless the house of Obed-edom and all his 3houshold whilest the Ark of the Lord remained in his house: I doubt not but thou wilt much more bless my soul and body, and all that do belong unto me, now that it hath pleased thy Majesty of thine own good will to enter under my roof, and to dwell for ever in my poor cottage. Bless me, O Lord, so, that my sins, may wholly be remitted by thy Blood, my conscience sanctified by thy Spirit, my mind enlightned by thy Truth, my Heart guided by thy Spirit and my Will, in all things, subdued, to thy blessed Will and Pleasure. Bless me with all graces which I want, and increase in me those good gifts which thou hast already bestowed upon me. And seeing that I hold thee not by the arms, as Jacob ⟨p. 359⟩wrestling without me; but inwardly dwelling by Faith within me: surely, Lord,4 I will never let thee go, except thou bless me, and give me a new name, a new heart, a new spirit, and strength by the power of God to prevail over sin and Satan. And I beseech thee, O Lord, desire not to depart from me, as thou didst from Jacob, because the day breaketh, and thy grace beginneth to dawn and appear: But I from my soul, humbly with the Emmauites, intreat thee. O sweet Jesus, to abide with me, because it draweth towards night. For the night of temptation, the night of tribulation; yea, my last long night of death approacheth, O blessed Saviour, stay with me therefore now and ever.5
- 1Gen. 27. 33.
- 21 Chron. 17. 27.
- 32 Sam. 6. 11, 12.
- 4Gen. 32. 24, &c.
- 5Exod. 33. 14