Gospel reconciliation, or, Christ's trumpet of peace to the world

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Thirdly, the Third Sign therefore is this. If thou beest at peace with God, then upon Gods being pacified towards thee, and upon thy apprehension of it, it will make thee look back to thy former wretched dealings with God, and be confounded in thy own thoughts, and cause thee even to abhor thy self for that cursed carriage of thy heart towards him, and dealings with him when thou wert in away of opposition, and when thou wert walking Contrary to him. I will give you a most excellent scripture for that: it is in the 16. of Ezek. the latter end. That thou mayest remember and be confounded, and never open thy mouth any more; Why? Because of thy shame, when I am pacified towards thee for all that thou hast done; that is the time you see when the soul comes to be ashamed of its wretched dealings with God, and be confounded in the thought thereof, even when the Lord is pacified towards it for all the evil that it hath done towards him. Lay this therefore, (when you lay aside this Book and are got alone,) warm to hearts. A man would think, if God should ask the question, that this should rather be answered when God comes, and reveals the fruits of this wrath towards a soul, no, but when I am pacified, (saith God) towards thee; then thou shalt be confounded, and never open thy mouth any more. So that if thou hast any evidence, any found evidence to thy soul that the Lord is pacified towards thee for all the evil that thou hast done against him, it will make thee look back to thy former actings, and when thou dost remember them thou wilt be Confounded in thy own thoughts, and whatsoever God doth do with thee, thou wilt never open thy mouth any more but be ashamed of thy self for all thy wicked dealings towards God. Many of your Consciences may tell you that there hath been divers horrible things acted by you against ⟨p. 46⟩the Lord, what sins have not many of you lived in? do you hope that God is reconciled to you, and pacified towards you for all those horrible things that you have done? If he be, you will upon this grace of God towards you, look back upon what you have done formerly, and be confounded in your own souls, and the more you apprehend your peace to be made with God, the more will you be ashamed, and the more will you be troubled for what you have done.