Indian dialogues for their instruction in that great service of Christ, in calling home…

Penit. My dearest friend, God hath made you an instrument •• his hand to lay before me unspeakable consolation; and I cann•• deny but I feel it in my heart, I am another man then what I wa• I looked on my self the most miserable of men, I now am hap•• being united to Christ. O blessed change! I am in admiration […] this, I admire the grace of Christ to a dead, lost, damned sinn•• I am come into a new world, I have other desires then I had, […] other purposes; I see things in another frame then I was wont see them. I must live a new life, and steer a new course. But in this point my soul desires to begin, I am not mine own▪ am the servant of Jesus Christ, he died for me, and by his grace de•••e to live unto him. And now I find my self greatly to […] Counsel how to order my self in my future course; what sha•• do for the Lord, who hath done so much for me? My dear frie•• your Counsel hath been greatly owned and blessed by the Lord my new birth, I desire to have great respect to your Counsel for ordering of my ways in my new life. You do partly know that my people, and some chief ones amo•• them, have had but a final measure of respect for me, but I have gr••• reason to overlook it, and bury it, because in his infinite […] Christ hath turned it about for my better good; my heart tell• me that I must seek the good of my people, how to manage […] work wisely, is my difficulty, wherein I need your Counsel. • would to God that all my people were as I am, and tasted and […] what I have found; but that is not yet so. I desire to bring t•• to be the Lords people, how I shall accomplish that, is my gr••• difficulty. You know I have been frequently among you pr•• Indians, and in my heart have adhered to you, and it may be […] have found the less acceptation for it; but I leave that God must do and perform the trust, charge and duty that my Lord […] hath committed to me. My question therefore is, How […]