The application of redemption

That thou mayest forever each day that passeth […] thy head, remember it to the Lord, and leave […] upon record in thy own Conscience; say, Hadst […] (blessed Lord) given me the desire of my […], and left me to my own will, its certain I had […] in Hell long before this day, when in the days […] my folly and times of my ignorance, when out […] the desperate wretchedness of my rebellious […], I was running riot in the ways of […], When I said to the Seers, See not; and to the ¹Prophets, Prophesy not, to Christians, to […], to Governors, Admonish not, Counsel not, […] not, Stop me not in the pursuit of sin, The² […] was I took hold of deceit and refused to return, […], resolved in the secret purpose of my own soul³ would none of thee, I would not have that Word […] thine reveal or remove my corruptions, I would […] of thy Grace that might humble me and purge […], none of that Mercy of thine that might pardon […], none of that Redemption of thine that might […], […] thou then […] me at my word, and […] me what I wished, and sealed up my […], saying, […] thou for ever filthy, forever […], and for ever miserable, thou wouldest neither […] holy nor happy, thou shalt have thy will, sin […] […], and take thy Portion with Devils, […], it had been just with thee, and I justly […].

That thou mayest forever each day that passeth 〈…〉 thy head, remember it to the Lord, and leave 〈…〉 upon record in thy own Conscience; say, Hadst 〈…〉 (blessed Lord) given me the desire of my 〈…〉, and left me to my own will, its certain I had 〈…〉 in Hell long before this day, when in the days 〈…〉 my folly and times of my ignorance, when out 〈…〉 the desperat wretchedness of my rebellious 〈…〉, I was running riot in the wayes of 〈…〉, When I said to the Seers, See not; and to the