First, Sometimes (I say not always) at first conversion, the Lord is pleased to make out sweet manifestations of his love to the penitent soul; when the soul hath been long under guilt and wrath; when the soul hath been long under the frowns and displeasure ⟨p. 78⟩of God, and hath long seen the gates of Heaven barred against him, and the mouth of Hell open to receive him; when the soul hath said, surely there is no hope, there is no help, surely I shall loose God, Christ, and Heaven for ever: Then God comes in, and speaks peace to the soul; then he says, I will blot out thy iniquities for my name sake, and will remember thy sins no more. Hark soul, hark, says Christ, My 1thoughts are not as your thoughts, nor my ways as your ways. My thoughts toward you, are thoughts of peace, and thoughts of love. Hark soul, here is Mercy to pardon thee, and here is Grace to adorn thee; here is a Righteousness2 to justify thee, here is eyesalve to enlighten thee, and gold to3 enrich thee, and raiment to clothe thee, and balm to heal thee, and bread to nourish thee, and wine upon the lees to cheer thee, and happiness to4 crown thee, and my self to satisfy thee. Ah souls! have not some of you found it so? surely you have. God deals sometimes with rebellious sinners, as Princes do with those that are in arms, that are in open rebellion ⟨p. 79⟩against them. You know Princes will5 put such hard to it, they shall fare hard, and lie hard. Chains and Racks, and what not shall attend them; and yet after the sentence is past upon them, and they are upon the last step of the Ladder of Life, ready to be turned off, and all hope of escape is gone, then the Princes pardon is put into their hand: So the Lord brings many poor souls to the last steps of the Ladder, to a hopeless condition, and then he puts their pardon into their bosoms, then he says, Be of good cheer, I have received you into favour, I have set my love upon you, I am reconciled to you, and will never be separated from you. You know how God dealt with Paul, after he had awakened6 and convinced him, after he had unhorsed him, and overthrown him, after he had amazed and astonished him, then he shows himself graciously and favourably to him, then he takes him up into the third Heaven, and makes such manifestations of his love and favour, of his beauty and glory, of his mercy and majesty, as he is not able to utter.
First, Sometimes (I say not always) at first conversion, the Lord is pleased to make out sweet manifestations of his love to the penitent soul; when the soul hath been long under guilt and wrath; when the soul hath been long under the frowns and displeasure ⟨p. 78⟩of God, and hath long seen the gates of Heaven barred against him, and the mouth of Hell open to receive him; when the soul hath said, surely there is no hope, there is no help, surely I shall loose God, Christ, and Heaven for ever: Then God comes in, and speaks peace to the soul; then he says, I will blot out thy iniquities for my name sake, and will remember thy sins no more. Hark soul, hark, says Christ, My 1thoughts are not as your thoughts, nor my ways as your ways. My thoughts toward you, are thoughts of peace, and thoughts of love. Hark soul, here is Mercy to pardon thee, and here is Grace to adorn thee; here is a Righteousness2 to justifie thee, here is eyesalve to enlighten thee, and gold to3 enrich thee, and rayment to cloath thee, and balm to heal thee, and bread to nourish thee, and wine upon the lees to chear thee, and happiness to4 crown thee, and my self to satisfie thee. Ah souls! have not some of you found it so? surely you have. God deals sometimes with rebellious sinners, as Princes do with those that are in arms, that are in open rebellion ⟨p. 79⟩against them. You know Princes will5 put such hard to it, they shall fare hard, and lie hard. Chains and Racks, and what not shall attend them; and yet after the sentence is past upon them, and they are upon the last step of the Ladder of Life, ready to be turned off, and all hope of escape is gone, then the Princes pardon is put into their hand: So the Lord brings many poor souls to the last steps of the Ladder, to a hopeless condition, and then he puts their pardon into their bosoms, then he sayes, Be of good chear, I have received you into favor, I have set my love upon you, I am reconciled to you, and will never be separated from you. You know how God dealt with Paul, after he had awakned6 and convinced him, after he had unhorsed him, and overthrown him, after he had amazed and astonished him, then he shews himself graciously and favorably to him, then he takes him up into the third Heaven, and makes such manifestations of his love and favor, of his beauty and glory, of his mercy and majesty, as he is not able to utter.
- 1Isai. 55. 8, 9.
- 21 Cor. 1. 30.
- 3Revel. 3. 18.
- 4Isai. 25. 6.
- 5This h••h b••n a practise among all Princes, whether they have been Christians or Heathens.
- 6Acts 9. 3, 4, 5, 6. Vide Bezam, & Grotium, & Calvin.