Quest. 3. Do I love God and Christ, or do not? If I do not love him, what have I to d• to go unto his Table? If God be an enemy to me, and I yet an enemy to God, wherefore should I go and bring down wrath upon my self? but if I love him, why should I […] so dismayed because I am a Sinner, since the Lord is willing freely to bestow all things that are here provided, upon them that love him […] The more sin I find I have, if I love him, […] see the greater need I have to go unto him. Put then the question to thy self, as Christ did unto Peter, John 21.15. So when they […] ⟨p. 81⟩dined, Jesus said unto Simon Peter, Simon Son of Jonah, lovest thou me more than these? He saith unto him, Yea, Lord, thou knowest that I love— And this question Christ put to him the second, and the third time: So do thou before thou goest to this Supper; ask thy Soul, O my Soul! lovest thou the Lord Jesus? Canst thou say, the Lord knoweth that I love him? Yet ask again the second time, Oh my Soul, lovest thou the Lord Jesus? Canst thou again with Peter answer, Yea, Lord, thou knowest that I love thee? but that thou mayest be sure, enquire again the third time, Tell me, Oh my Soul! Lovest thou indeed the Lord Jesus? For there are many that be mistaken, and think they love him, but they do not: Canst thou therefore appeal to God, and say, Lord, thou that knowest all things, thou knowest that I love thee; I do not indeed love thee as thou hast loved me, yet I love thee: I do not love thee as much as others do, nor as much as I my self desire to do, and that is my grief and sorrow; but yet I love thee, and that is my peace and comfort: And I have these evidences of my love, that makes me say, Lord, I love thee, for I hate that which is a grief unto thee, and that because it grieves thee. Lord, I love thee, for I am grieved at thy absence, & am rejoiced at thy presence: Lord, I love thee, for I love any that are like thee, that bear thy Image, and thy Stamp upon their hearts: O my Lord, I love thee, for I love the place and duties where thou wert wont to ⟨p. 82⟩warm thy peoples hearts; but if thou bees• not there, I cannot take up contentedly with them, except I see thee. Lord, I do humbl• say, I love thee, for I dare not deny but that I am grieved when thou art dishonoured by my self or others; though I grieve for th•• less then I should, because I love thee less than I ought.
Quest. 3. Do I love God and Christ, or do not? If I do not love him, what have I to d• to go unto his Table? If God be an enemy to me, and I yet an enemy to God, where•fore should I go and bring down wrath upon my self? but if I love him, why should I 〈…〉 so dismayed because I am a Sinner, since the Lord is willing freely to bestow all things that are here provided, upon them that love him 〈…〉 The more sin I find I have, if I love him, 〈…〉 see the greater need I have to go unto him. Put then the question to thy self, as Christ did unto Peter, John 21.15. So when they 〈…〉 ⟨p. 81⟩dined, Jesus said unto Simon Peter, Simon Son of Jonas, lovest thou me more than these? He saith unto him, Yea, Lord, thou knowest that I love— And this question Christ put to him the second, and the third time: So do thou before thou goest to this Supper; ask thy Soul, O my Soul! lovest thou the Lord Jesus? Canst thou say, the Lord knoweth that I love him? Yet ask again the second time, Oh my Soul, lovest thou the Lord Jesus? Canst thou again with Peter answer, Yea, Lord, thou knowest that I love thee? but that thou mayest be sure, enquire again the third time, Tell me, Oh my Soul! Lovest thou indeed the Lord Jesus? For there are many that be mistaken, and think they love him, but they do not: Canst thou therefore appeal to God, and say, Lord, thou that knowest all things, thou knowest that I love thee; I do not indeed love thee as thou hast loved me, yet I love thee: I do not love thee as much as others do, nor as much as I my self desire to do, and that is my grief and sorrow; but yet I love thee, and that is my peace and comfort: And I have these evidences of my love, that makes me say, Lord, I love thee, for I hate that which is a grief unto thee, and that because it grieves thee. Lord, I love thee, for I am grieved at thy absence, & am rejoyced at thy presence: Lord, I love thee, for I love any that are like thee, that bear thy Image, and thy Stamp upon their hearts: O my Lord, I love thee, for I love the place and duties where thou wert wont to ⟨p. 82⟩warm thy peoples hearts; but if thou bees• not there, I cannot take up contentedly with them, except I see thee. Lord, I do humbl• say, I love thee, for I dare not deny but that I am grieved when thou art dishonoured by my self or others; though I grieve for th less then I should, because I love thee less than I ought.