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Some select cases resolved. Specially, tending to the right ordering of the heart, that…
Some select cases resolved. Specially, tending to the right ordering of the heart, that we may comfortably walk with God in our general and particular callings: &c. In a letter to a pious friend in England. / By Thomas Shepard, M.A. Formerly of Emmanuel-College in Cambridge in England: afterward Minister of Cambridge in New-England. ; Corrected by four several editions.
Boston: printed by Rogers and Fowle, 1747
MEDITATIONS AND Spiritual Experiences OF Mr. THOMAS SHEPARD.
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Jan. 19. I saw my loose Walking without God: and so was put to a Stand, what to say of my self. I saw that Hypocrites are far from humbling, because far from Conviction: they hope something there is in them. But I brought my Heart to consider thus, If my State is good, then there is Cause of deeper Mourning for abusing the Lord, so good; or my State is not good, and then there is Cause of Breaking because I am so wretched still; and so I went to Prayer.
Jan. 21. I saw God's Wrath kindled against Sin; and hence I saw, and mourned for, the Evil of Sin, so bitter to Him.
I was on the 26th of January much affected with the Lord's Goodness, and brought near to him.
First I found many Lets standing between me and the Lord in Prayer; as the Hiding of his Face, my own Heart turned from him. But then I saw Christ, and his Command to come Hand in Hand with him to the Father. So that methought I was with God and in his Presence. And then this Truth came in, That if ever I got Good from the Lord in any Ordinance, I must first come into the Presence of God, and set him before me, as Cornelius and his Company did, and as in