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Some select cases resolved. Specially, tending to the right ordering of the heart, that…
Some select cases resolved. Specially, tending to the right ordering of the heart, that we may comfortably walk with God in our general and particular callings: &c. In a letter to a pious friend in England. / By Thomas Shepard, M.A. Formerly of Emmanuel-College in Cambridge in England: afterward Minister of Cambridge in New-England. ; Corrected by four several editions.
Boston: printed by Rogers and Fowle, 1747
MEDITATIONS AND Spiritual Experiences OF Mr. THOMAS SHEPARD.
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2. Because if that be Blessedness, then once blessed, always blessed: So once united ever united. So I saw the Gospel, in commanding me to believe, did command me to partake of the greatest Blessedness; and who would not be glad of that? Adam's Happiness was, to do God's Will; but ours to cleave to God in Christ.
May 5. I saw I was without all Sense, as well as Sight of God, estranged from the Life of God: For I saw I respected Man more than God, to please him rather than God. And why so? Because I was sensible of the Presence of Man. So if I had committed any Sin against Man, I should be ashamed; but I blush not before God. I was not sensible of his Glory, Majesty, Beauty and Love. And hence I had no Sense of Sin, because I had no Sense of God. —And hence with Sadness I saw my Widow-like Separation and Disunion from my Husband and my God, and that we two were now parted, who had been nearer together once. And I saw, (though not deeply) what my Iniquities are, to prefer the Creature above the Creator blessed for ever? And as the Life is, the Sense is.
May 5. I saw I was without all Sense, as well as Sight of God, estranged from the Life of God: For I saw I respected Man more than God, to please him rather than God. And why so? Because I was sensible of the Presence of Man. So if I had committed any Sin against Man, I should be ashamed; but I blush not before God. I was not sensible of his Glory, Majesty, Beauty and Love. And hence I had no Sense of Sin, because I had no Sense of God. —And hence with Sadness I saw my Widow-like Separation and Disunion from my Husband and my God, and that we two were now parted, who had been nearer together once. And I saw, (though not deeply) what my Iniquities are, to preferr the Creature above the Creator blessed for ever? And as the Life is, the Sense is.
May 6. The Lord Jesus revealed himself thus to me viz. That as he was Mercy and Love to all meek, humbled believing Sinners that came to him; so he was Fire and Wrath against all obstinate Sinners, that would not bow to him: but go on in their Sin. And so I satisfied that Doubt; when my Heart said, Why shall I be