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Some select cases resolved. Specially, tending to the right ordering of the heart, that…
Some select cases resolved. Specially, tending to the right ordering of the heart, that we may comfortably walk with God in our general and particular callings: &c. In a letter to a pious friend in England. / By Thomas Shepard, M.A. Formerly of Emmanuel-College in Cambridge in England: afterward Minister of Cambridge in New-England. ; Corrected by four several editions.
Boston: printed by Rogers and Fowle, 1747
MEDITATIONS AND Spiritual Experiences OF Mr. THOMAS SHEPARD.
Modern spelling is a reading aid: the words are the author’s, only the spelling is modernized. Original shows the page as printed, with the transcription marks.
On Saturday [May 8] at Night I saw Union to God to be the greatest Good; and my Sin in not cleaving wholly to him with all my Heart, the Height of all Sin, from Hos. 10.1. Hence in Prayer I saw Sin my greatest Evil. 1. Because it had separated me from the greatest Good. 2. Because it kept my Heart with a secret Love to it from returning again to him, as my greatest Good.—3. Nay I saw that it made me make my Death my Life; viz Neglect of living and acting for God my very Life; and my War with GOD, my Peace; and my Damnation my Salvation: Hence I mourned.—
May 12. When I was stirred up to give Thanks for Mercies, I was put to a stand, Why not for Evils as well? Seeing both were from God's Will. And the Lord ⟨p. 23⟩put it into my Heart to see that it is because God's chiefest, dearest Attribute is honoured more that Way. And so I saw I was not to be thankful because the Blessing suited me, but because God's dearest and most beloved Attribute of Grace and Mercy was glorified hereby—
May 12. When I was stirred up to give Thanks for Mercys, I was put to a stand, Why not for Evils as well? Seeing both were from God's Will. And the Lord ⟨p. 23⟩put it into my Heart to see that it is because God's chiefest, dearest Attribute is honoured more that Way. And so I saw I was not to be thankful because the Blessing suited me, but because God's dearest and most beloved Attribute of Grace and Mercy was glorified hereby—
I saw also, how one Sin begat another in this Country, and we did not cease to increase therein. And hence I saw, what just Cause the Lord had to strike us with sore and great Wants, and yet how, if Sin were repented of by preaching against it, the Lord would return. So I saw it my Duty to preach against them.—